Ants gems

Baby P, rest in peace

2008-11-26T10:23:00.000-08:00

Rest in peace, Baby P, for your now out of harms way.
In the arms of Jesus, where you will always be.
He saw that you were suffering when the angels carried you to him.
So lifted you out of his arms and put you down to play.

With tears in his eyes, he watches as you skip happily
Along the fields of heaven, with other angels.
Beaming from ear to ear, that smile upon your face.
For you are now free and secure in heaven, such a safe place.

So Baby P, Peter was your name, so they say
God bless you until we meet again in Heaven, our eternal home.
Where we will watch you play and forever safe you be.
As you are watched by the lord Jesus who loves you Baby P.

The lonely Strawberry

2008-02-08T05:48:00.000-08:00

The Lonely strawberry

Such a sad sight to see the strawberry,
All on his lonesome,Oh How can this be
Lying in the plastic box, weeping silently
His brothers and his sisters were their murderers tea
And their murderer was me.

I look at this tiny fruit, and I am full of guilt
Nobody to play with, this strawberry is on his own
How can I be so horrible, How can I cause such pain
But the taste of that tangy strawberry will make me do it again

Those pathetic strawberries were meant to die
They led such brave lives
Their time is up, the days are numbered
As I slowly killed each one
But they are in their final resting place
The graveyard, MY FAT TUM

But seeing this lonely strawberry
I shed a tear at this sight
But my mouth waters
As I remember the taste
So I killed that tangy strawberry with one bite

My Note to you all

2007-05-09T04:02:00.000-07:00

Hi Everyone

I hope alls well, for those of you who regulary check my website, thanks, I really do get a joy of writing!

I have included a poem, I wrote about a foetus, and also plan to write more christian poems,

I have 3 blogs on this website, go to my profile and hopefully you will see them.

if you don,t

Antschristianthoughts.blogspot.com

thats a journal about my christian faith, and my journey with the lord, I will include meditations and prayers

scampythedog.blogspot.com

I love dogs and felt that it would be fun to write a daily journal online about a fictional dog, and his thoughts

thats about it

so do check my other sites

Anthony xxxxxxxx

2007-05-09T03:55:00.000-07:00

Beautiful, Lying defenceless in a mothers womb.
How marvellous is gods creation, so delicate and unique.
Waiting, for the chance to show the world, what a blessing they will be.

Joy from the lord, beautiful creation, woven togather,placed in a mothers womb.
How much pride, your parents will have, as they look down at your beauty.
They will smile, and be blessed by the lords perfect creation.
How beautiful you will be.
Little foetus lying, waiting in your mothers womb

INSPIRED BY PSALM 139 VERSE 13

13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.

i,m back

2007-05-01T04:45:00.000-07:00

Hi

I have had writers block, for the last couple of months.

I just could not write anything, but I,m back!

Scampy the dog,I really thought could work as a seperate blog, so will be updating that daily, theres a christian site with more of my christian poetry and verses.

This blog will have my short stories and poems on,

Ant

THE CHRONICLES OF SCAMPY THE DOG FICTION

2007-04-10T07:12:00.000-07:00

The chronicles of Scampy the dog

MMMMMMMMM, I woke up to breakfast and now I am sat here, pondering the philosophy of life, How will Life on Mars end! When will Stella get found out in Eastenders, How many cigarettes has Deidre Barlow smoked in the last month, and will I meet the future mrs scampy when I go for my walk hmmmmmmmmm

Its crazy, I think about things all the time, Oh and I sit in front of the tv riveted every night, with the goings on in Emmerdale, Is,nt Tootsie in Emmerdale a babe!

I wonder what my owners are having for their tea tonight, I had a nice piece of stewing steak last night, it went down lovely it did!

Oh well, Scampy must have a nap before he goes for his walk

Nighty Night

Writers Note

For some who do not watch Life on Mars, its a detective drama about a cop who gets transported to 1973 after an accident.

The last in the series is tonight and its the last ever episode.

In Eastenders, Stella is the girlfriend of Phil Mitchell, and has been bullying his 10 year old son

In emmerdale, Tootsie is the pet dog of Edna Birch, one of the main charecters

I,m hoping that Scampy will be a topical humourous look on life through a pet dogs eyes

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL, Thoughts from a bride and groom. FICTION

2007-04-10T06:09:00.000-07:00

GROOMS THOUGHTS

Does,nt she look beautiful, she looks like a million dollars, whoah man, I am such a lucky guy to be married to the fittest woman on the planet!

I never thought I would see this day, I loved this woman since the first day of primary school, she wet herself, but I saw past that, lets hope that she does,nt repeat the episode right now!

Wait a minute, has she got toothpaste on her lip, no, I must be seeing things, Oh yes, she has toothpaste on her lip, Oh no, my poor darling!!!!!!!!!

Wait, if I make eye contact with her, I wonder if she will notice something wrong,

BRIDES THOUGHTS

Cowabunga! I finally did it, and I did not trip over once, though I did not think much of the car in which I was transported here in, It had birds poop on the bonnet and imagine my horror when I come back from honeymoon, and people constantly remind me that I was driven here in a car that a bird plopped on!

I,m starving, only ate a bowl of cornflakes at 6am this morning, hope my belly don,t rumble when I give my wedding vows

What big nostrils he has, I have known him since primary school, and I never noticed his big nostrils before.

Oh is,nt he just adorable though, he even has dimples. bless his little cotton socks, but why is he giving me that look

Oh no,I have something on my lip, Wait a minute, its toothpaste. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I want to run away. and I,m bursting for the loo! Its going to be like the niagra falls in a minute, Olivia (6 year old bridesmaid) is crossing her legs as if to say she needs a wee!

Please take her out someone!

GROOMS THOUGHTS

I,m glad she got the hint, but bless her, she did look embarrassed, Wonder if she is having second thoughts about marrying me, I hope not, as she is my world!

I can sleep on a bed of nails if she told me to. I love her loads, and would do anything for her.

I,m gasping for that pint, I hope Rick (best man) buys me the first pint!

It has been such a busy morning, that I cut myself shaving, I was in such a hurry, I hope its not bleeding at this moment in time.

Wait, does,nt Ricks mum look good for her age, she is nearly 60!

I would love to be married that long, and look good as her, but I,m a fella and Ricks dad is going bald so maybe not.

Oh no, I forgot to polish my shoes, mum would kill me afterwards, I,m surprised she has,nt spat on a tissue and wiped my face with it!

BRIDES THOUGHTS.

My feet are killing me in these high heels, Can we sit down please Mr Vicar, Oh and Olivia can then go to the toilet!

THE WEDDING PHOTO,S

BRIDES THOUGHTS.

Why do I feel like I,m on some catwalk, and why does it take so long to take one photo!

My feet are killing me, and I have the sun in my eyes

GROOMS THOUGHTS

I,m looking forward to getting some grub down my neck, I am fed up of this photo malarky, always have done!

BRIDES THOUGHTS

My face is aching already with this smiling!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GROOMS THOUGHTS

Am I allowed to pull a funny face!

BRIDES THOUGHTS

Does,nt he look beautiful in his suit, my handsome husband

GROOMS THOUGHTS

She is the most beautiful thing to happen to me

THE FIRST DANCE

BRIDES THOUGHTS

Please don,t stamp on my toes!

GROOMS THOUGHTS

I wish people would stop looking at me!

THE THOUGHTS OF THE INLAWS

BRIDES MUM AND DAD

Mother in Law

How many tears have I shed today, oh wait, heres another one!

Father in law

He better not break her heart! I am the proudest father in the world

Mother in Law

I hope she,s ok, she gets nervous when people are watching her

Father in Law

Whens he going to buy me a pint

GROOMS MUM AND DAD

Mother in Law

Does,nt Olivia look an angel in that dress, my little grandaughter, bridesmaid, oh how lovely is that, Wish He would be that romantic with me,take me in his arms,give me a big sloppy kiss and tell me he loved me, instead of scoffing that pork pie

Father in Law

That pie is disgusting,this buffet is rubbish, even the whole family could put on a better spread then this

BACK TO BRIDE AND GROOM

Bride

I will never change him for the world, even if brad pitt rescued me from a towering inferno.

Groom

I will never change her for the world, but will change her awful fashion sense

THE END

2007 Easter Poem

2007-04-07T11:25:00.000-07:00

My Lord, My friend.
Blood smearing his face.
Disbelief in the form of tears.
Well up in my eyes.
Releasing my anger, but also my grief.
For that man hangs upon that cross.
His helpless shell, lying dead.
Upon that wooden, barbaric, splintered cross.

As he lies on cold stone, in a cold tomb.
I tenderly stroke his face.
Jesus is his name.
He is my lord.
Broken, I head out.
I weep as I collapse on to the floor.
He,s gone, my lord and friend is gone.

Days later, I rejoice when he rose from the grave.
And appeared to my friends, and told them he was safe.
The chains of death, broken in two.
As the blood flows victorious, the blood that cleanses sin.
Hallelujah, I cry as my lord is alive.
And a smile spreads across my face, from ear to ear.

I know where he is, my lord and my king.
Sat upon a golden throne, next to his dad.
The creator king.
And his mansions has many room,s reserved for you and me.
WHEN WE MEET HIM IN THE AIR,WE WILL BE FREE

Please don,t be offended

2007-04-06T08:35:00.000-07:00

Some of my poems are very raw and Freddys Diary contains some raw emotion, Please don,t take offence by it

In my poetry,especially the Addict poem, I wrote that putting myself in the shoes of Pete Doherty and many others who face the same struggles.

Freddys Diary, As I have a slight handicap myself, I just picture myself in his shoes, he is a fictional character, but I like for him to be realistic.

My christian poems, well they are what I mainly write, so I draw from my own experiences, my own feelings

Ant xxxxxxxxxx

ADDICT,A poem I wrote inspired by Pete Doherty and many like him.

2007-04-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

He stares at the needle, and weeps real tears.
Everybody has given up on him, he feels rejected and lost
The tormented lies, gather in his mind
As he injects the dirty substance, the substance of lies.

How I would like to hug this guy, and tell him that he is safe
For he is in my thoughts and prayers, and will forever be
A man who is loved by his family, and close friends
True love, they guarantee

So I long for the day, when this guy can see, he does not need drugs
So leave them be,
For he is loved, and secure,by unconditional love
So may he truly see,forever he can be free
Addict, come to know
That the real love flows

News from Ant, blog creator

2007-04-06T06:35:00.000-07:00

Hiya All

Thanks everyone for viewing my blog, please do keep checking it.

I have a mix of christian fiction and poetry that I have written, and non christian fiction.

Freddys diary is a serial kind of thing, about the blog of a fictional 13 year old guy with a disability.

I will also write a few non christian stories regarding disability, so for all those non christians who may visit my site, please do read my christian poetry and fiction, there will be a mix of christian and non christian.

I don,t want to preach to you guys if you don,t have a belief, I just want this blog to be a site where everyone can come and read some of my poetry and short stories, in peace

I,m very interested in disability awareness as well, so some of my stories will feature disabled charecters

For the christians who visit this site, there will be a variety, so please put this in your favourites and do read my poetry

God bless you all this easter

Ant xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Christian Poetry, A poem I wrote about Beauty

2007-04-06T06:33:00.001-07:00

Twinkle, Twinkle little star
God crafted you, your beautiful you are
You are a star that shines so bright
People gaze at your beauty as they settle and pray

Prayers of thanksgiving for this beautiful day
Each human being, they are gods stars
We are more beautiful, then the sun and moon
As the rain falls, forming puddles that glisten in the sun
Rainbows of love, brighten the sky
All gods handiwork, what a beautiful day

Beauty in the sky shining bright
Giving enjoyment to your creator, the lord
We too are delicate and unique
We brighten up peoples lives when they think all is bleak

So twinkle, twinkle little star
Do you realise god made you so beautiful
A beauty you are

My friend Jesus, final part

2007-04-06T06:31:00.001-07:00

YOU WILL NEVER BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED OVER THE LAST FEW WEEKS!!!!!!

You see, 2 days after on the sunday when Jesus was crucified and the day after I went to help prepare his body for burial, Mary Magdalane and a couple of other women went to the tomb and to their amazement found that the stone what was blocking the doorway of the tomb was rolled away!

They thought somebody stole the body but Mary said that she saw Jesus standing there, she thought he was the gardener!!!!!!! but it was jesus,

Anyway he appeared to 2 men on the road to emmaus and again to his disciples where he showed them the wounds on his hands and feet

I cannot believe that Jesus is still around but he told us he is now with his father in eternity and that he will prepare a place for us and we need to tell others about his good works, and that I intend to do.

I intend to teach those people around me about Jesus and they can share a personal relationship with him if they ask him into their lives and what is really cool is i can feel jesus in my heart right now

Its been great speaking to you and telling you about my experiences and you can have the same kind of relationship if u ask jesus into your heart

My friend Jesus Part 4

2007-04-06T06:30:00.001-07:00

did not get any sleep that night after watching my friend die on that horrible cross, I have been breaking down in tears lots of times.

It was a blessing this morning as I went with a couple of men, to take jesus down from that awful cross and prepare him for burial, I touched his face and wept

I did not want to say goodbye but somehow I knew it was,nt as I felt it in my heart.

I am sitting quite near to the tomb now, which is being guarded. It was really nice taking off the crown of thorns and bathing his wounds, then dressing him in a garment

I still cannot believe he is gone though and I get so upset even thinking about it, I know its not over though, I can still feel his presence in my heart

I start to cry, for I know he won,t just come back and say hello roami, and greet me with a hug, and then I stand up and head home.

This will haunt me for a long time, watching my friend die. but I am glad I was with him and that he did not have to go through that alone

MY FRIEND JESUS PART 3

2007-04-06T06:29:00.001-07:00

Here I am standing in the crowds of people waiting for jesus to come out to be crucified, I am really upset actually as some people are saying nasty things about Jesus which are not true, and when they were given a choice to free a guy called barrabas or jesus, they chose barrabas and shouted crucify Jesus.

Then I hear the crowds shout again and see Jesus coming forward with a couple of guards, I see his face, he looks really upset and I just want to go up to him and say its all alright but I know in my heart its not.

Why are they hitting him, STOP IT! HAS HE SUFFERED ENOUGH????????

Then I see the guards stop and one picks up a thorny crown, what are they going to do with that, OH NO, THEY HAVE PLACED IT ON JESUS HEAD, STOP IT, WHY DO THAT

I cannot see anymore but I can hear hammering and Jesus screaming out in agony, and a woman who I saw once in a crowd who went to see jesus, said to herself, Poor man, why put nails through his hands

I feel physically sick, and want to vomit then I see the cross being raised and Jesus on the cross, He is battered and bleeding, then I see crowds shout out, and cheer, I feel like I want to run away but I have to stay here for him.

It seems a long time now and its really upsetting to see Jesus fight to breathe but then It has just got all dark all of a sudden and I can hear Jesus say something then he goes all limp

OH NO! HE IS DEAD, I CANNOT TALK ANYMORE, I AM SORRY,

So I take one look at Jesus and mutter I love you then I run off back home

My Friend Jesus Part 2

2007-04-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

just can,t believe it. WHY??????????????????????????? WHY JESUS???????????? WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN???????????/ WHY HIM??????????????????

My mothers friend rushed to tell her some news, its all around town apparently, that Jesus was arrested and questioned, and then sentanced to be crucified, its all round town apparently.

Judas though, wait till I get my hands on him, he betrayed Jesus, as he led those guards to him, I never really liked Judas, I think he ought to be ashamed of himself, Jesus treated him equally and what does he do but stab him in the back.

Why did they arrest him though, its something I cannot understand, he is a nice man and would never harm a fly, so why does he have to be crucified, I am really upset about this and whats worse is that he does not deserve this as all he has ever done is love people and yet he has to die because of it,

My mother wants me to keep away from the scene of the crucifixion as she does not want me to see that, but I told her I am going as Jesus is my friend and I want to be there with him, to support him, I will not like it seeing him suffer but I am his friend and want to be close to him in his time of need

I WILL BE THERE THOUGH, YOU MARK MY WORDS, I WILL BE THERE WITH JESUS

Christian Fiction, My friend Jesus, Part one

2007-04-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

am sitting in my room, silent, I do not wish to speak as my friend has just declared that it will be the last time that he will share a meal with us, until we meet again.

I am not sure what he means by this, but I have a funny feeling in my stomach that something major will happen, I love my friend with all my heart and the thought of losing him makes me so sad, could he move away, I wonder and leave me behind

You see I do not have many friends and its all because they are jeolous of my friend, they call him a mad man but I do not care what they think, and I am not going to stop loving my friend because of what others may think of him

My names Roami by the way and my friend is called Jesus, I met him when I stood in a crowd once as he has a reputation for being a great teacher, and also for being gods own son, and I went with my mother to see him, all the crowds were telling me to stand back, a snivelling child they called me and that Jesus had much more important things to do, then spend time with me, I was really upset as I wanted to meet him but my mother told me we had better go.

But then he came along and shouted stop, child come forward, he said it with so much love then I went forward and he knelt down and asked me whether I wanted to sit next to him,I said yes and then he said to the crowd, that I was blessed and they all needed to be like me,

Anyway my friend Jesus, I am not sure what will happen but I know I am going to remain loyal to him, he is my friend and I love him

CHRISTIAN POETRY, Heavens Garden Gate

2007-04-06T06:21:00.000-07:00

Heavens Garden Gate
Looking from this garden gate of my fathers home above
I can see you, from this very day
The memories are coated with a layer of love
I am smiling at you from this garden gate above

I can see the green fields and footpaths from every foreign land.
I am so happy, since the day my father lifted me up and took me by the hand
I am now standing at the Garden Gate, admiring the view below
I will always stay here, I will never go

I am surrounded by loved ones
They welcomed me with open arms
This is the place they call heaven
I,m happy, for its everlasting
It will never lose its charm.

Always take the comfort in the fact
I am watching you from above
As you watch the stars glide
I am watching from the stars other side

These wings are like an eagle
The pain has slipped away
Like a bird,
I soar from the sky,
my love for you will never die.

There is room, in my fathers mansion
That is reserved for you
I rejoice in the fact I am with my saviour
The same god he created and loved me, and also he loves you.

So take comfort in the fact.I can see the golden sunset,just like you.
The stars, the moon, the wind and the rain
I am free as the chains are off, the chains of pain
Standing by the garden gate
You, my beloved,I,m waiting for you

Young Angels, A poem I wrote after the deaths of Holly Wells and Jessica Chapman, CHRISTIAN POETRY

2007-04-06T06:19:00.000-07:00

Young Angels

Lord Jesus, You love the child for you created the child in their mothers womb.
But why oh lord. are these girls with you, they did not do anything wrong, they are starting brand new.
How you wiped every tear away from their cheeks, the day they met you and you gave them a warm embrace

You are going to look after them from now on, they are your girls and your their father.
So Lord jesus, Grant them peace and may they remember that we give thanks for their lives.
How you are there for their families, they may not know it but they feel the seeds
Sown by so much compassion and no ounce of greed

These angels in heaven, young angels. How you love them.
They are sitting on the lap of the heavenly king
Snuggled up, warm and secure in this heavenly place
Young angels, how innocent they were.

Lord. when we get sad and cry for these girls
May you comfort us as many grieve for them too
Take away all the bitterness that eats away inside us
May in these times, we turn to you

These young angels are still smiling
Their smiles radiate their face
Loving lord jesus.
May they rest at your place

They skip with joy along the fields, with you by their side
You have so much fun
You whisper in their ears, You are safe my dear children
And here you will stay for all eternity

Fiction:Freddys Diary

2007-04-06T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys

I,m Freddy!

I,m 13, I am the usual teenage dude, into girls, I love Sci Fi, Doctor Who is my fave, I love Billie Piper, I would love to just scoop her into my arms, and then step foot in the tardis,and time travel.

Beats going to some stupid school, where the kids treat me like I,m an Alien, I know what would shut them up, I will tell them I am best buddies with the cybermen and the daleks, and any more trouble, I will invite them round to the school to kick butt!, that will shut them up,

I have Cerebal Palsy, I can walk but not very well, I can walk unaided without a frame but not very well.

My speech is also slurred and sometimes, I spit, my close friends don,t mind, I joke and offer to buy them each an umbrella for when they get covered with my spit!

I also have a weak bladder, and when excited or nervous, I can wet myself, so I need a change in clothes to be on the safe side.

Anyway, I had a horrible day, It was my first day at a mainstream school, so my parents and the headteacher from this stupid dump tells me, A school where I will get settled and meet loads of friends, Yeah right, As soon as I walked into those school gates, The kids who I smiled at, just looked at me and carried on chatting to their mates.

My parents, As soon as I got in from school, ripped their heads off, I went mad, told them why did I have to leave a school where they understood me, a special school for kids with all sorts of disabilities to a school where everyone treated me like nothing.

Then Registration, I had to say Yes miss, and when I said Yes Miss, some kids laughed!

Silly little kids, Yes Miss is such a funny thing to say, I,m literally wetting my pants as I,m laughing too much.

Anyway, these kids don,t want to know me, But I am still Freddy, at the end of the day and I won,t lose my sense of humour for nobody

Anyway, I am now back on talking terms with my folks, about to go and watch a dvd with them, they did this for my own good, i don,t see that its doing me any good but hey, I may meet a girl who looks like Billie Piper here

Ok, I will write more after school tomorrow!

Oh and if u r reading this Billie Piper, I LOVE YOU XXXXXXXXXX

Freddy :)

CHRISTIAN POETRY:My friend Jesus

2007-04-06T00:07:00.000-07:00

My friend, Jesus, saw me through
The bullying, and torment that I went through
As a kid, when all I wanted to be
Was to be liked, for somebody to like me

The times I looked at the mirror, I cried
For the person inside me was locked inside
I could not cope. and the woe is me
became a permanant fixture, disability ate away at me

BUT THEN I MET HIM, Jesus christ
And thank him for his sacrifice
For I know he will always be there, my friend, my buddy, my mate
And I,m with him through all eternity

Hi guys

2007-04-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

Hi

This is the place where you will find my creative writing!

from short stories, to serials, from humour to drama, from poetry to prose, you guessed it haha

I,m 29. My names Ant, live in Oxfordshire in the UK, I,m a christian and write christian poetry and short stories too, in fact that inspires me to write as I believe god has given me a gift of writing and I would like to share with others

You will find the short stories, poems, slowly appear!!

So bung this in your faves, and come back to read some of my work

Love to everyone

Ant